November 12, 2012: New York

This is me:

pain again, and loneliness;and tremor of exertion
who mixed up these emotions like colors, distorted;
i am in the middle, with a weak faith to lean on
how about people around; caution!

How is my kashmir:

In my vacillation, lost in my futile emotions,
the pain is deep
i wake up lost in my past, a painful soul:
and long time painful body
which one is true , which one fake
neither a cry nor any comfort:
who created such achy vacillation
how long and how old, did you ask?

one more time, one more day.